last night's dream

i dreamt i was dancing on a wedding-guest-like dance floor with Louie CK to "Video Killed the Radio Star."  I know all the reasons i had this dream but it is too personal and embarrassing for this blog. But it's weird how dreams tell you things you need to know. Or things you were trying not to know or listen to - until you are forced to embody them while sleeping with no way to avoid.

Even your subconscious wants to help you.

PMS and KICKBALLzzzzzzzzz

i can tell i am pmsing b/c i've been in an irritable, foul mood, i'm tired, and i bought a bag of soft, double chocolate chunk w/ walnuts cookies at trader's joes w/ NO question as to if i needed them. i also cried at the song "just the way you are" on the car drive commute home.

i'm also considering purchasing "Safe Haven".


yep. pmsing.

i'm going to my first Kickball league game on the Mall tomorrow. I'm like a summer camp kid who wants every one to like them and kinda scared to go. What if i am the fattest and/or oldest one there? as in 25 is the oldest.

We go to a bar after. Any embarrassments i cause, i will try to diffuse w/ booze.