I poked a man on FB who is a hybrid of Marc Maron/Aidan Shaw.
Body of Shaw:
FACE of MARON:
THINK ABOUT THAT ONE FOR A MOMENT.
I got no response FROM MY POKE and so I sent him a Facebook friend request. A LAST ATTEMPT.
I Facebook messaged two of my close male friends to ask before doing this. They assured me I had "nothing to lose."
So I did and now I feel stupid. That was stupid. The whole thing was stupid but now we'll be facebook friends. Cuz I think if he wanted to be my friend he would've asked right? Right? I just don't know. MEN ARE SO CONFUSING. there is a game and I don't know any of the rules and the rules change with every person.
Also i'm doing it in reverse since I already took the car for a test drive. Goddamn it. I just like men and affection so much. I can only go for so long w/out it!!!
But ultimately we should just remain FB friends since I am far too young for him and I need to stop my track record of dating old men. But if you keep on doing something does it mean it's bad or is it just what you like?!!?!?!?!?!?
Tonight I am going to an all women's comedy showcase, then eating a fixed price menu at a fancy restaurant w/ my friend from Portland. I'M EXCITEDDDDDDD.
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In other news, I'm looking for a part time job until I find a job that pays me more. Yep. that's how sure I am that a negotiation would go NOWHERE. i feel like a failure. I have a masters and no money. BUT i love my job so much and do not regret getting my degree.
I gotta make a dent in these student loans!!! Also, it doesn't help that I live in one of the most expensive cities in the USA. But I LOVE THIS CITY SO MUCH!!!! alas.
THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE.
Body of Shaw:
FACE of MARON:
THINK ABOUT THAT ONE FOR A MOMENT.
I got no response FROM MY POKE and so I sent him a Facebook friend request. A LAST ATTEMPT.
I Facebook messaged two of my close male friends to ask before doing this. They assured me I had "nothing to lose."
So I did and now I feel stupid. That was stupid. The whole thing was stupid but now we'll be facebook friends. Cuz I think if he wanted to be my friend he would've asked right? Right? I just don't know. MEN ARE SO CONFUSING. there is a game and I don't know any of the rules and the rules change with every person.
Also i'm doing it in reverse since I already took the car for a test drive. Goddamn it. I just like men and affection so much. I can only go for so long w/out it!!!
But ultimately we should just remain FB friends since I am far too young for him and I need to stop my track record of dating old men. But if you keep on doing something does it mean it's bad or is it just what you like?!!?!?!?!?!?
Tonight I am going to an all women's comedy showcase, then eating a fixed price menu at a fancy restaurant w/ my friend from Portland. I'M EXCITEDDDDDDD.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
In other news, I'm looking for a part time job until I find a job that pays me more. Yep. that's how sure I am that a negotiation would go NOWHERE. i feel like a failure. I have a masters and no money. BUT i love my job so much and do not regret getting my degree.
I gotta make a dent in these student loans!!! Also, it doesn't help that I live in one of the most expensive cities in the USA. But I LOVE THIS CITY SO MUCH!!!! alas.
THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE.
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