ex- secret lover emailed me 5 times last night. then i responded. i told him even if he did move here i couldn't guarantee anything. he emailed me back and told me to never contact him again. even though i didn't initiate the emails/contact, i still feel a bit blue. he was harsh in his last email. understandably, but it hurt my feelings.
i'm not delusional and can't pretend like having a man move half way across the country for me and quit his job would be a great idea. i won't have much to lose if it didn't work out. but he will have essentially uprooted his entire life to be with me. that's too much responsibility for me to handle.
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